Lost Love Notes

"Aaron?" I whisper softly without opening my eyes

A: At my name I woke up. She whispered it again. "I'm right here Roza." I said and grabbed her hand.

"Why can't I see you?"

A: "Your eyes are closed." Had we been in a different situation I would've laughed.

"Oh" I open them slowly

A: "How you feeling?" I asked.

I shrug, "Fine I guess...can you still see my ribs?"

A: "Not as bad, only when you suck in now." I said. "They have you up 10 lbs." I added.

"What?! Why?!"

A: "Your weight loss caused you to be, how did they say Darius?" I looked at him for help.

Darius: "I don't know"

"Aaron! How could you let them make me fat!"

A: "You aren't fat. You're not even average. They said the average weight for your height and age is 120 and you're at 105. You're getting sick, you crashed because you hadn't eaten. You are slowly killing yourself." I stopped myself before I got mad.

"I'm fine Aaron...I swear I was just tired when I crashed..."

A: I sighed, I looked at Darius. "I'm at a lost for what to do here, if I keep talking about it, I'm going to get mad again."

Darius: "She needs help from a professional"

"No I don't"

A: "Roza I'm sorry but you do. You have never been large once in your life. We both know that."" I said.

"Um defiantly not. I'm always large"

A: I sighed. "If you keep doing this, they'll just lock you up in here. Our kids aren't even allowed to see you and you've been admitted indefinitely."

"Our babies wouldn't see me?"

A: I shook my head. "You're under strict orders. Saphire was the one who saw your crash, Liana called 911, and Darius and I rushed over here. We called your other brothers, but they said their packs are fighting again. Kaname, Nina, and Brian have taken over our kids." I said.

I look at my hands, "I'm sorry"

A: "Don't be, you can't help an old habit." I said and took one of her hands.

"Our children can't even visit me! I don't know if I can be alone"

A: "I'm here, you won't be alone." I said.

"You can't be here 24/7"