Lost Love Notes

B: I hope you're right, it would crush me if it did. Or even if it should said because they were mad at me. Did Liana call yet? I heard her tell my parents.
L: "It's fine, sometimes men need a good yelling." I said. "He probably said something stupid again right?"
A: "Hey! It wasn't a stupid comment, it was just stupid in our situation." It didn't help, but it made the girls laugh.
N: "Of course." I smiled and squeezed his hand.
E: "When I turn you on but deny you to act on that." I said.

A: Yeah they're talking to her right now

"Yeah he did" I shoot him a glare

"Lets go talk to Belle"

"Considering all the things that are going on I'm glad I didn't act on it"

B: Sounds right. So I guess we should be planning an early wedding. My parents aren't going to like it if we don't. I sighed when I heard the footsteps.
L: "Yeah. Sounds like Aaron, never thinking." I said despite him being right there, and I could hear Darius snorting while holding back laughter.
A: I sighed and stayed out of it.
N: I followed him upstairs to Belle's room.
E: I smiled. "Me too, but I still like making you think of me that way. And turning you on and drool."

A: Of course I just want you to be happy Belle

Darius: "Are we talking about Aaron being stupid!"

I knock on her door

"I do not drool"

B: I have to go my parents want to talk to me again. Love you. I got up and opened the door. "Hi guys. Come in." I let them in my room.
L: "Yes, we are." I said.
A: "Great Darius is involved. I'm just going to stop talking from now on." I sighed.
N: I looked at Belle, she looked scared and worried. "Belle, I should give you some advice about this. If you worry too much, you will mess up and you may lose it. You shouldn't let it worry you, trust me I was scared when I had you and your sister, but I got through it with your father. Alec will do that for you, and if not then there are lots of people who will kill him." I said nd hugged her.
E: "When you undress me with your mind you do."

Darius: "Can I join in! I love this game!"

"Baby girl we'll always be here for you"

"How would you know about that?"

B: I hugged my mom back. I was really scared, I didn't want to be one of the numbers, but I was. "I donn't regret it being with him, or even doing it, but I wish it hadn't gone this way yet."
L: "What game? I told her earlier that men sometimes need a good yell, I think it's between us. Somehwat but go ahead and try," I hand him the phone.
A: I sighed.
N: "It's ok, I know you don't." I siad. I just let her let ouut what she needed, I knew eventually she'd enjoy this. I did, and wanted more but wasn't sur eif it was a good time.
E: "Sometimes you leave the door open. Or unlocked and I walk in on it. That and the way you stare at me when I put on a dress."

"We know baby"

Darius: "You know what never mind!"

"Cheer up Aaron"

I stare at her, "Yep I need to hide it better" I look at her, "But can you blame me? Have you looked at yourself?"

B: I started to cry like I use to when I was younger and my parents comforted me the same way.
L: "I should go, you probably need to talk to your son about what he's going to do." I said.
A: I sighed again.
N: I rubbed her back and wanted to cry myself. I could tell she wasn't ready, but she was going to be the adult and take the responsibility of what she did.
E: "Yeah, and I've seen it all. Surprisingly you haven't swept my mind for that info yet." I said. "You give me a little too much credit, my chest is not that big." I said.

((Gtg babysitting...bye!!))

I hug them both

"Bye Li" I hang up and look at Aaron, "What's wrong?"

"Hate to break it to you babe but it really is"

(Lates!)
B: We stayed like that for awhile until I finished. Then they let me go. "I think I need to sleep on it." I said and they tucked me in like a little kid.
L: "See ya." I hung up and looked at Darius.
A: "Nothing, come on, we need to make sure Alec's head is right." I said.
N: I kissed her forehead before leaving.
E: "Not when I'm naked! You realize bras and shirts add a little size sometimes right?"

"Aaron you suck at lying and we'll finish this after we do that"

"Night baby"

Darius: "You were saying?"

"Alright we'll settle this. Take off your shirt and we'll see"

B: "Night daddy." I said before falling asleep.
L: "Hm??" I looked at him.
A: I shrugged and went upstairs to check on Alec.
N: We shut her door behind us and I hugged Brian. "I'm worried about her now."
E: "What?! There's no way in hell I'd ever do that!" I said and moved back.

I smirk, "Shh baby I knew you wouldn't"

"Me too"

A: "Mom. Dad. Just come in"

Darius: "What about men?"

L: "Sometimes women need to set them straight, because women tend to know when the right time is to worry about something and men don't. But they have their heads right sometimes." I smiled.
A: "We just wanted to make sure you're ok, and that you're not thinking of leaving her." I said and leaned against the wall. He was the one who Liana said would be like me, so most likely he wouldn't leave her.
N: "I think she's going to need a lot of help if we're all going to get through this."
E: "Then why on earth would you suggest it?!"

Darius: "I guess I could agree you"

A: "I already promised her I wouldn't leave her dad"

"Counseling?"

"Because I want you to know. I'm still a guy at heart but baby if you don't want to do something I won't force you"

L: I smiled. "Of course, but that's because a lot of time guys get stuck on thinking of their girl naked andd don't realize there's other important things going on.'
A: "I just wanted to make sure. You do realize exactly how much Belle may need you right? I don't know how she's acting right now, but she must be scared." I said.
N: "I don't know. It may help, whatever it takes for me to keep my baby."
E: "I know you're still guy, but that wasn't funny." I said. "And if you really wana see if what I say is true then I'll leave the door open to a memory of looking in the mirror recently before a shower."

I shake my head, "No I'm waiting to see you like that after we're married"

Darius: "You implying something?"

"I think we should try that option"

A: "I know and I'm totally willing to take care of her dad"

L: 'Not about you. But about other boys yes." I said.
A: "Alright, I've said my piece. Roza?" I looked at her, he needed to hear it from her side.
N: "Whatever it takes to make sure my baby doesn't lose herself in it."
E: I smiled. "Alright." I laid back on him now.

Darius: "Like who?"

"Alec...I'm not disappointed in you yes I would have said you should have waited but we learn from everything. As long as you keep her safe and the baby everything will be all happy"

I nod

I run my finger up and down her spin

L: "The young boys, and some of the older ones. Like Alec, he had his mind too far into the gutters for his age. Now he's going to being a father before his time. This wasn't what I saw originally, but there is no changing it. It was be a player or be a father for him." I said.
A: "Yeah, I'm not sure how Nina and Brian feel about you right now, but I suggest going to see her in person tomorrow and making sure she's ok." I said.
N: "And we have to let him see her, or she will fall apart."
E: I shivered.

Darius: "What was the original vision?"

A: "Yes dad"

"I don't like him, but ok/"

"You like that?"

L: "He wasn't going to have a mate and just have girls all over. Remember when I met Roza? I told her she needs to keep on him because he was going to be a womanizer and a player." I said.
A: I smiled at him. "I think you're taking it better than she did."
N: "I know, but we have to, or she'll hurt and may think he left her."
E: "Yeah, it sends a good feeling."

Darius: "Yeah I do"

A: "I don't get why..."

"Fatherly instinct?"

"I know I know"

I keep doing it

L: "Yeah, so this waas the alternative that I didn't see. But it's better, he would've been alone."
A: "She may hve insecurities you haven't seen. Which you're really good at this sensing the mate thing so I don't know how you would miss it."
N: "Thank you."
E: I sit there with a blissful expression, though my eyes were closed.