Lost Love Notes

B: I sighed. I can't do anything right it seems. I said nothing in reply to that and just laid their quietly and shivering.
A: I nodded and we got up and dressed. We went downstairs to leave.
E: Nothing. I looked up and saw mom and dad. "It's time." I said.

A: "Belle...talk to me"

I nod sadly and rub my eyes

K: "Would you like anything before you go?"

B: "There's nothing for me to say." I said. "If I say something I'll get stressed and hurt the baby." I looked at them.
A: "I think we're good." I held her hand sadly.
E: "Ok guys." I said sadly.

A: "Love tell me your hopes and dreams ok? Something happy and good"

I cry softly into his chest

K: I nod sadly, "We'll stay here"

B: "I have nothing to say that's good." I said.
A: I hug her tightly and nodded at them.
E: "Good luck." I whispered.

A: "Baby names"

"Let's go..."

K: "He doesn't need luck he's fine"

B: "I don't know." I said. "We'd need an idea on how many we have to do that don't you think?" I looked at him.
A: "Alright." We went to the car and she had to drive because I would kill us if I were to drive."
E: "Right."

A: "Well does multiples run i your family?"

I drive to the hospital

K: "He'll be fine"

B: "Twins, but we could have four like your family. Or just one which is a rarity in my family, and yours." I said.
A: I watched her out of the corner of my eye the whole time. When we got there I held her hand as we went to the waiting room.
E: "I know."

A: "Than lets come up with a lot of names!"

I look up at him, "I love you"

B: I looked at him as my way of telling him to start.
A: "I love you too Roza." I kissed her.

A: "Marik for a boy"

I kiss him back than pull away when the doctor comes in

B: "That sounds nice." I started thinking but drew a blank on my part. I sighed. "Nothing."
A: I looked at the doctor and he talks to Roza and tells her what he told me. Afterwards he preps me for the surgery.

I sit there waiting

A: "Really?"

B: I nodded. "Nothing comes to mind." I said.
A: "We'll give you some time while we wait for the others to get here." The doctor said and left us alone.

"Aaron I'm scared"

A: "That's ok how about we get you dressed?"

B: "Ok." I got up and we went upstairs to find real clothes.
A: "I am too, but it's going to be ok."

"What happens if something goes wrong?"

A: I watch as she dresses

B: I didn't say anything about him watching. If I had been in a better, brighter mood I would've made a comment. I didn't mind him watching though.
A: "Nothing is going to go wrong."

A: "You don't mind?"

"How do you know?"

B: I shook my head. "I would make a joke right now that sounds like I don't mind, but....." I sighed showing the full length my emotions today.
A: "Because, I have great doctors that will do everything they can to get me back home to my family. I'm going to see you soon, and I'm going to live." I said.

A: I wrap my arms around her, "Love please smile at least a little"

I nod and look up at him

B: I looked at him. "I can't smile. I forgot how." I said.
A: I hold my arms out to her.

A: "I'll help you remember"

I run into his arms

B: "How?" I asked.
A: I held her tightly.