Lost Love Notes

A: "There is nothing wrong with you"

I position myself so I was laying on his chest still kissing him

K: "oh??"

B: "Having no confidence is something wrong with me." I said.
A: I put one hand in her hair.
E: "There's a lot to learn."

A: I shake my head, "No it doesn't"

I pull back for some air than go back o kissing him

K: "Try me"

B: "For me it does."
A: I'm lost so I guess we'll let them do it
E: "I'd have to be pregnant and that's not happening."

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A: "It makes you you"

K: "Not until after we are married"

B: "Well I'm not very good, especially standing next to you. You can do anything, and I fail at everything I do." I said.
E: "Which would be after Belle has hers."

A: "You didn't fail at getting me"

K: "Alright"

B: "You're my mate, how can I fail?" I said.
E: I kissed his cheek.

A: "People do believe it or not"

K: "They married yet?"

B: "You didn't make it hard. You showed me that you wanted me, if you hadn't I wouldn't have you." I said.
E: "Not yet, but she's planning on it."

A: "but you didn't fail"

K: I nod

B: "I didn't do anything. You did the work." I said.
E: I sighed.

A: "We are going to get your self esteem up love"

K: "what's wrong?"

B: I nodded. By now I was soaking wet, and probably got the babies sick. I felt stupid.
E: "Nothing."

A: "Let's shower together"

K: "Swear?"

B: "Ok."
E: "Yeah."

A: i pick her up and carry her to our room

K: I pull her to me

B: I lay my head on his shoulder.
E: I leaned on him and sighed.

A: "You're freezing"

K: "Stressed??"

B: "I've been out there for awhile." I said.
E: "Yeah. I just want this to be over."

B: "Don't remind me how dangerous it is, ok? I've already downed on myself on that I don't need you to tell me how thoughtless I was." I said softly.
E: 'I'm just tired of suffering."

*time skip*
B: I was still shivering after taking our shower, and being outside. He had a blanket on me, plus two sweaters, and his own warmth. "I'm so stupid, I can't believe I got myself sick." I whispered.
A: I looked at Roza. "I need to be leaving." I said softly.
E: I looked at Belle as we all were sitting in the living room. She finally has broke. I feel bad for those too. They have so much more to worry about than we do. One false step and they could lose everything, and that step will at some point take Belle. I looked at Kaname as I said that to him.

A: I hold her against me, "We all make mistakes"

I shake my head

K: "They just gotta be careful..."

B: "But I shouldn't have done that! I know I'm pregnant, I could hear it raining. How is that excusable?" I looked at him.
A: "We have to, or someone will get hurt because of me." I said.
E: She's breaking Kaname. They have to be more than careful. I replied.

A: "Love calm down if you don't it'll stress the baby"

I sigh but nod, "Ok" I whisper

K: How do we help?