Lost Love Notes

A: "Not when I'm around..."

B: "Well not all the time but it was small. It was nothing." I said as I sat up.

A: "How are the babies?"

B: "Fine. Kicking as always." I place his hand on the most active spot. As I did I was hit with another harder, and longer wave of coughing.

A: "This isn't normal"

B: "It's only coughs. Alec no one will even worry if I'm not freezing or feverish." I said. I had been waking up sweating lately, but that was because it was hot. I didn't mention it so I wouldn't worry him.

A: "I wish my mom was here to help"

B: I rubbed his arm. "Look we'll keep an eye out ok? If it gets worse then we'll call the doctor."

A: I nod, "My mom would know what to do"

B: I hugged him. "It's ok Alec." I said. I was really shocked that she hadn't come to our wedding. With all that's happened she ought to know we wanted her there, and Aaron was insane. He wanted to know if she was ok, and the pack ended up taking the kids from him. He wasn't handling either well so they had him under 24 hour surveillance. He wasn't allowed to be alone.

((Heard the rumors about Sims 4?))

A: "No its not I want my mom" I hug her. I hated this. I hated not knowing where my brothers or sisters were. I hated not having my mother around

K: I knock on the door, "Aaron? You awake?"

(Yeah, not interested, yet)
B: "I know." I said and felt just as bad as he did. I couldn't make him feel better, and with these coughs I knew he would only get worse. I couldn't get sick, I had to stay strong for him. He needed me to be his post to keep him from flying in the wind, that's what I was doing.

A: "Come in." I said as I sat on the couch, doing nothing but drinking as usual. I couldn't do anything else so I wasted my life by getting wasted.

((Yet is the key word))

A: "Your cough is getting worse"

K: I go in, "How about instead of drinking you go and find her."

(Yep, I should've said that about yaoi, I can't stop reading. I stumbled on some incest yaoi and got hooked)
B: "I'm fine." I insisted. I knew he just wanted to change his mood back to worrying about something else, but I'd rather us just talk about something else. He didn't need to worry about me, not with his mom gone.

A: "All leads are dead ends. If she wanted to be found, I would've found her." I said. Not like they let me out much anyways. I was usually stuck at my home because no one wanted to escort me places, and I preferred not to look gay, or have someone ask if the woman was my wife.

((Everybody loved Yaoi x) ))

K: "Do you think she'd want to come home when all you've been doing is drinking?!"

A: I rest my forehead against hers

(Yeah, it's guilty pleasure XD)
B: I stared into his eyes. He always thought he could hide how he was feeling from me, but there were two ways to tell with him. 1) Through the link, 2) was through his eyes.

A: I sighed. "There's not much else I can do. You've turned to drinking before when you were about Emerald, so it's not like you don't understand. But what else can I do?" I looked at him. This whole thing was going to kill me if I didn't find her. Everyone could see, that was why they had me on watch. I wish that someone would just end it.

A: "What are you thinking about?"

K: "we'll go search for her"

(My friend is proud, and surprised)
B: "How since she disappeared even when you smile you're not really happy. The happiness on our wedding day only lasted until after we said the vows. Even though you hide it, your eyes tell me that you're very sad. No matter what I do." I said. I couldn't bring his mother back, and I knew that's what it would take to make him happy again.

A: I looked at him. I'd given up hope in finding her. She hadn't come to Alec's wedding, why would she ever come back. "We won't find her." I said.

((Oh?? How so?))

A: "I am happy though"

Kai: "Get dressed. We'll keep looking even if it takes years"

(She can't believe that she lived to see the day I liked yaoi)
B: "But that sadness is still there. Every time I look, I see it. Even though you smile at me, your smile doesn't match your eyes the way it use to." I said. It hadn't done that for either of us, as long as he was unhappy, I was. I started to cough again.

A: I sighed and got up. I went upstairs knowing I couldn't fight him. I came back down after I finished and followed him out to search.

((All thanks to me!!))

A: "Its gotten worse"

I walk around the diner serving coffee and cradling my stomach. We were right, 4 more were on the way

K: "Want something to eat?"

(Yep! She says thanks)
B: I sighed. "Alec, it's only a day of coughing. Ok, if I start to vomit then yes call the doctor, but not for coughs." I said, I think he was just distracting himself. That and he really was worried.

A: "Sure." I said. I wasn't as much of a bottomless pit as I use to be, but I ate.

((She is very welcome!!))

A: "Ok..."

K: We stop at a diner and we walk in seeing a very pregnant waitress

(Yep)
B: I sighed. "I'm hungry, what about you?" I asked.

A: When I saw her, I only saw how pregnant she was. It tore at me because I knew that was how far Roza was. I couldn't look at the woman as we were seated at some tables. I looked at the menu trying to ignore the feelings stirring within.

((I'm losing my voice x( ))

A: "Yeah me too"

I had a mental freak out but I had to work, "What can I get you?"