Lost Love Notes

(Omg no!)
]B: "Then I'll make us some breakfast." I said hurried up to go do it before he protested.

A: "For now, just a beer please." I could feel them both staring at me. I was an obvious mess, I barely got myself dressed and the look in my eyes said I'd had plenty this morning. "Just one." I said.

((I know right! It sucks!))

K: "Aaron look up"

"I'm sorry sir but I can't serve you that. You obviously had too much to drink already"

A: I follow

(Been through it, it's getting better, try a humidifier. They do well)
B: I went to the kitchen so I could busy myself with making pancakes. I soon realized it was a mistake. Being pregnant smells can make you sick, and the smell of the batter turned me all shades of green. I kept it well hidden from Alec though.

A: I looked up and sat frozen in my seat. I didn't know what to say, I wanted to tell her to come home, but the words wouldn't form. The same thing happened when I wanted to ask about the babies.

((I don't have one))

A: "Love don't hide"

"Hi Aaron" I whisper

(You need one)
B: I smiled at him. "What do you meant?" I asked breathlessly. I was getting breathless from the effort of not puking at the stench of the food.

A: "Hello Roza......how are things?" I asked it all slowly. My words slurred by accident, but I was trying to cover it up. I didn't want her to see me this way.

((Eh I suppose I'll just let it get worse before it gets better))

A: "You're going to be sick"

"Hey look...I'm on break now...can we talk?"

(I did)
B: "It's the smell, that's all it is." I said. I finished the meal and felt proud, I hadn't thrown up and soon the smell wouldn't make me sick because it'd be gone.

A: "Yes, we really need to talk. About a lot of things." I said.

((Bad thing is I have choir tomorrow))

A: "You sure?"

I sit down and grab pictures out of my pocket. I hand them over to him, "They're more ultra sound pictures...we were right there's four of them"

(Oh, I have choir next year, but I got out of singing in 8th grade due to strep)
B: "I'm fine I promise." I said and made his plate. I set mine, which was a lot less than usual, and took the plates to the table in the kitchen that was made for two.

A: I smiled at them. I hadn't smiled in awhile. But what I said next stopped it. "Darius has our kids. They took them from me because they thought I would hurt them, and it happened before the drinking." I said. "I haven't talked to the younger kids since then, I'm not allowed mostly because I'm drunk all the time."

((I have choir every year I love to sing))

A: "Thats all?"

"All because of what I did"

(Not me, I love it, but I'm too busy to take it all the time)
B: "Yeah. I swear, now come on, let's eat." I said and we sat down. I began to eat and everything was fine. I didn't feel sick or anything. I nearly choked when I started coughing in mid swallow though.

A: I looked at her. "It would help us if we worked through it together, the more you stress about it, the more danger our kids are in. I've been searching for you, and hoped you'd show up at Alec's wedding. Not even he could be happy for long." I told her.

((Understandable...wow I graduate next year))

A: "Babe!"

"I was kicked out of the pack Aaron I can't go back"

(Omg)
B: I coughed until it came up and I had to spit it out. I had to admit, that was scary. Nearly choking on my food, not fun. I looked at Alec. "I'm ok." I said.

A: "I don't care, Darius said the rules don't apply if you're pregnant, besides your kids need you. They all miss you. Emerald won't even come home to see me anymore. She stays with Kaname every night because she misses you and can't take a second in that house without crying for you. Neither can Sapphire so she stays with Brian and Nina." I said. I think it was pretty obvious how well I was doing.

((I feel old ))

A: "I don't believe that"

I sigh, "I'll come home ok"

(I do too)
B: "I am. I was coughing and swallowing, ok? I'll be more careful." I said. He was really jumpy about a little cough.

A: "Please do." I said.

((You just turned 15! Why do you feel old?))

A: "Please do"

"Aaron...could I kiss you?"

(I'll be there in 3 years)
B: I nodded and ate slower. I noticed we were a lot quieter than usual today. It felt weird to not talk to him. When we finished I decided to do the dishes, I needed to keep myself busy today.

A: I stood up and did it myself.

((It sneaks up on you))

A: "Need help?"

I kiss him back and hear my friends and costumes whistle

(Yea it does)
B: "I've got it. Why don't you find us a movie to watch? I'll be in as soon as I finish." I said and looked over my shoulder at him.

A: I pulled her closer to me. I missed this, so much that I nearly cried. But I wasn't going to, I would wait until we were alone.

((Last year to be a cheerleader))
A: "Sounds good baby"

K: "Alright you two...lets go home"

(Yep, I have too many needed credits)
B: I smiled as I watched him leave to go to the living room. I quickly took care of the dishes then went to sit next to him on the couch. "What movie?" I asked.

A: "Alright." I said and took her hand so I knew she was following.

((Save me I have no where to go after graduation)

A: "Remember the Titans"

"Wait my stuff"

(My place!)
B: "That's a good movie." I said and leaned on him. I laid my head on my stomach. The kicks weren't very hard today as they had been, I was surprised but said nothing and continued smiling at him.

A: "Alright." I said and watched her go.

((I can see it now your parents would be thrilled to haves random person show up at your doorstep!))

A; "Am I better than the movie?"

I come back with my bags

(Yeah, they would love it. I still need to ask my dad about video chatting with you, mom said to talk to him.)
B: "Yeah, you are.." I said, then started paying attention. I didn't cough as much, or very hard. But at a very serious moment in the movie I got this weird feeling. Like a door being opened, one that someone had closed to keep people from finding them. I gasped when I realized it was his mother. "They found her......" I said softly.

A: I smiled and helped her as we went to the car. I had a feeling that Kaname had found her already, but wanted me to come. I didn't care if it was just a concidence or not, I was just glad she was here.