Lost Love Notes

((Awesome))

A: "They found my mom?!"

I lay my head on his shoulder

(Yeah)
B: I nodded. "They're going home." I looked at him. "And you're going to have four more little siblings." I smiled at him, I wasn't sure about the amount that we were having, we left it a surprise.

A: I smiled at her and put my arm around her. It felt so good to have her back, so good I forgot about the other missing piece.

((Ugh I don't feel any better...))

"I'm sorry Aaron"

A: "Wows that's....amazing"

(Yeah, I'm going to the doctor's today because I wasn't well and now I am. But now I have bruises on my legs from stem and for some reason I'm afraid of them seeing them)
B: "We can go see her soon if you want." I said. I knew he'd want to, and I did too.

A:"You don't need to keep apologizing." I said and kissed her head.

((From stem?)

A: "Yes when they get back"

"I feel guilty though"

(STEMposium, it's where we show off our stem classes, such as robotics, green tech, and human anatomy.)
B: I nodded. "I'll keep a watch then." I said and we continued to watch the movie.

A: "I know, but it's ok. You're home and that's all I care about."

((Oh!!))

A: I watch and wait patiently
I loo up at him, "Thank you"

(Yeah, I worked at a maze race Monday and a kid ran the car into my leg, then Tuesday to Thursday I worked the green city, which has the robot I built. I got my knees bruised there)
B: I waited patiently.

A: I smiled. "Of course." I almost kissed her, but Kaname cleared his throat and I realized we were home. I smiled at him. "Thanks Kaname." I said and he knew it was also for taking care of Em. I had no idea how she was, but I knew she wasn't good.

((I'm sorry ))

K: I nod and climb out if the car going to Em

A: "They home yet?"

I look up at him

(it's ok, it's on me)
B: "Um......yeah." I said. We quickly got up and turned everything off, afterwards we went to see them.

A: I looked at her. "I think we'll have a visitor soon, Belle is really good at sensing us." I said and we got out.

E: I looked at Kaname.

((But still))

"Ok"

A: I hurry

K: "Guess who's back babe"

(Yeah)
B: I stayed silent as we went to their home. Once we made it there we just walked right in. I saw Roza and smiled.

A: I smiled as Belle and Alec came a few minutes after we arrived.

E: "Who?" I asked softly.

A: I run over to mom and give her a hug

I hug him back

K: "Your mom"

B: I smiled softly then was hit with a wave of coughing again. That made everyone freeze, well not Alec, he was worried, but not like he parents.

A: I stared at Belle. I couldn't sense it the way Roza could but I could tell she was getting sick, and quick.

E: I gave him a wide eyed look. "Is she ok?"

"Belle...are you ok?"

A: "Belle..."

K: I nod

B: I looked at them. "It's just a cough. I may just have allergies, mom said I had a history of it as a baby." I shrugged. It was true, I did get allergies a lot when I was little, then I got an allergy pill.

A: "Could be, but you should be worried about it a little." I warned. I wasn't liking not being able to sense her like I should. My wolf stirred and was trying to tell me something, but I could only feel him move, and mentally see his anxiety around Roza.

E: I hugged him. "I'm glad she's back. I don't think I could handle going through life without her. At least, when we got married. I don't want to be like Alec and enjoy myself until the reception." I said. Everyone knew he wasn't having as much fun as he should've, he had that look that he didn't know he had.

"Belle..."

A: "I'm worried"

K: I smile and kiss her cheek

B: "I keep telling him if I call a doctor for just coughs, for a day, they'll laugh at me and probably hang up. I'm a little concerned, but I'm fine." I said, I thought about when it caused me to choke but didn't say anything about it.

A: "Well for a wolf it can be a problem to get sick, no matter how small, while pregnant. It's almost like turning while pregnant, it can make you weak, and possibly lose the kids. Maybe your own life if you let it go too far." I said. Even if the knowledge made it worse, they need to know.

E: I didn't return the smile because I was so surprised that she was back. Yet my sadness that I felt before was still hanging over me, maybe I needed to see her to feel better.

"Good thing you have me...a doctor"

A: "mom can you check her?"

K: "Wanna go see her?"

B: I looked at her. I knew that Alec wouldn't give me a choice, if he was worried about me in some way then he didn't care about my own will. He only wanted me to be ok, and happy. I loved him for it, but sometimes he could be annoying.

A: "I think we should. Maybe we can fix it before it's a problem." I said.

E: "I think she's busy, I don't know, I just don't want to steal attention. I want her to focus on one of us as much as she can. I guess we could go anyways, just to see that my dad's doing better. I haven't talked to him in a while." I said softly. I wasn't sure about what to do, I didn't really know if someone was there with them.

I nod, "Follow me darling"

A: "Thank you"

K: "Do you miss him?"

B: I followed reluctantly but hid it. I really just didn't want the attention, not after she'd been go so long. He was her kid, she shouldn't be worried about making sure I was ok.

A: I sighed. "Belle is being stubborn, for once. I don't think I've ever seen her not want to do something like this." I said and tried to think of a time where she was this tough to break down.

E: "A lot, but his pain made mine worse. Because I was trying so hard to make him better, and it didn't work, so I felt like I was failing him." I said and felt my eyes start to water with tears.

"Belle you're marrying my son which makes you my daughter"

A: "Yeah she's been like that lately"

K: I hug her, "I'm so sorry"

B: "We're already married...." I reminded her softly, but I wasn't sure how to be polite with it. "I'm sorry if that sounded rude, but we are......and I understand why everyone's so worried, but after that time I spent watching him being happy but not the happy I want........I just didn't want to take any attention from you off of him." I said even softer than before.

A: "I guess this pregnancy is getting to her, but maybe it'll be a good thing. She can't go about life following everything you tell her, just like how you turn her down on occasion she needs to learn how when she's not busy." I said, it wasn't a healthy relationship if she followed his every wish as she had before.

E: I hugged him back. "Why are you sorry? You didn't upset me, or hurt me." I said.

I hug her, "you're such a sweet girl"

A: "I'm glad she sticks up for herself"

I: "Because I hate seeing you in pain"