Lost Love Notes

A: "Thank god"

I smile, "I missed that"

B: "That's what I said, so we're good." I said as I got up.

A: I pulled her close. "As did I." I kissed her softly.

A: "Where do you wanna go?"

I kiss him back

B: "Anywhere with you." I said.

A: I held her tightly to me as I deepened the kiss. There was so much she could learn of what happened to me in that kiss. The one thing I hoped she didn't find was my sealed away wolf. He wanted to be out and sniff her and feel her pet him, he had miss her enough that he quit eating. He only laid there so I was restricted to the form that would eat and drink.

I let myself be lost in the kiss. My wolf stood up and pawed looking for her mate. She whined sadly when she couldn't find him

A: "Hungry?"

B: "Yeah, it is lunch time." I smiled when I felt a bunch of kicks at the sound of lunch. "They all agree."

A: I could feel her wolf looking for him. It made me stiffen because without him there it wasn't very easy having her poking around inside me.

I pull back, "Where is your wolf?"@

A: "Pizza parlor?"

B: "That sounds nice." I said and took his hand and we left to go eat.

A: "Behind the glass again. Just like when we met. If she searched more she'd have seen him, but it's not very comfortable. It kinda hurts having her pawing around in side me for him." I said. I really didn't want to talk about why I got him sealed this time.

"Aaron...what did you do?"

A: I smile as we go

B: Things seemed better now, he had that gleam again, and I felt happier with him happy. "You know your gleam is back." I told him.

A: "Um........I tried to kill another wolf in the pack, I was unstable." I said. It was true, before he calmed down.

"What?! Why?!"

A: "my gleam?"

B: "The gleam in your eyes when I know you're really happy. I haven't seen it since we got married. It's nice to see it again. You don't know it but everyone else could tell you weren't happy at our wedding, once we said the vows that was when it stopped. You showed interest and looked like you enjoyed yourself, but everyone who really knows you, knows you wanted your mom." I said.

A: "People kept saying things while you were gone, and I have a bad temper." I said.

A: "it's just...I needed my mom"

"Lets go and get him unsealed"

B: "I know, everyone understood so we didn't say anything. And that's why I've been trying to go do my own things lately, I figured you wanted me around and needed me but you didn't need me to cling to you like a lost puppy. It's why I told you to set us up a movie while I did the dishes, and cooked the meal by myself." I explained softly.

A: I nodded and went to try. One thought occurred to me though. "They won't let you in and without you there, I can't get him back." I said.

A: I hug her, "You'rebeing independent"

"Why?"

B: I hugged him back. "Only to give you the space you needed. I don't really like to be alone, or do things on my own. I like to have someone with me, almost all the time." I said.

A: "Exiled.....but it's supposed to happen if we separate but we aren't. I do know someone else who could, and she wants and needs to see you anyways." I said and smiled. "She was the one who did it and I think it'll surprise you."

A: "that can still happen and you can still be independent"

"Who?"

B: I nodded. "See that's where being your mate is good. You give me the will to do what I want, but normally we go by things that you suggest because I don't know how to communicate everything right. I like having someone say let's do this all the time rather than me thinking, because I don't always have something, but you do." I smiled at him.

A: "Come on." I took her to the car and we drove to Kaname's where Em had been living since graduation. We got out and knocked on the door. I had no clue what stage they were at with each other, for all I knew, she was pregnant.

A: "Babe you just blew my mind"

K: "They're here Emerald"

B: "I did?" I asked curiously.

E: I nodded and smiled softly. "Then we should let them in." I said and followed him to the door.

A: I smiled at them when they answered. "Hope we're not interrupting, but it's about time I saw my daughter again." I looked behind Kaname to see Emerald who seemed more childlike how watched us quietly behind him.

A: "Yes ma'am"

K: "hi guys"

"My my my. You've grown up Emerald"

B: "How?"

E: I smiled at her. "Hi mom." I said. Something kept me from greeting my dad though, my throat closed up when I tried and I just let out a breath. "I'm guessing dad told you I sealed his wolf away. That's why you're here....." I said and it really sound horrible.

A: "I needed to see you too. I don't know anything about how you and Kaname have gone since you left. Only a father who doesn't care would be that way. And I need to know he's not keeping you to himself abusingly." I said softly noticing how she couldn't form a greeting.

"One reason baby...the other is to see you" I step forward closer to her

A: "You just make so much sense!"

K: I growl, "I don't abuse her!"

B: I smiled at him. "I was just hoping you weren't thinking that I like to be a puppet. I do like thinking for myself, but I enjoy doing things together with someone. Now can we please go eat?" I asked.

E: I hugged her. "I didn't mean to be rude, there's just a shift in my relationship with dad. I can't explain it." I whispered so only she heard me.

A: "Still no sense of humor." I shook my head at him.

A: "of course"

"We'll talk privately"

K: "Don't joke about abuse"