My long forgotten thread of poem like stuff.

You may think I was hurt.
But I acted it all.
I laugh now at what happened.
You stupid silly boy.
When will you learn?
Learn when it is enough.
Oh, you still got it.
Still an addit my love.
Can you see?
I was never hurt.
I only played you in my heart.
I told you I was evil.
Yet you laughed.
This is your pain not mine.

I am the Cookie Monster.
Nom, nom nom.
I love cookies.
Can't you see?
I shall take over the world.
I will with my cookies.
For I am the Cookies Monster.
Fear me or fear me not.
I shall eat you all.
Nom, nom, nom.
I just ate you all.
What do you think about that?
For I am the Cookie Monster.

I miss the time were things were simple.
You were this or that.
Nothing more, nothing less.
I want my innocence back.
I wish, I was a child once again.
For I have grown past my age.
Things are too complicated.
I hate the presseure.
I hate how hard you make it.
I just want to be 4 again.
When my parents were together.
When we had money.
Back when I had friends.
Before I moved to a place full of hate.
I miss all the love.
Where did it go?
Now I wish to die.
To leave the pain and hate.
Back to when I was inocent.
When I was a child.
Now I have no love.
No friends.
No talent.
No beauty.
I have nothing.
For I am hated and unloved.
Just kill me now God.

Looking back at last year.
Do you remember?
I was so 'popular.'
Just for being the school's only.
Now a new school.
Still the only.
But only now hated and alone.
I miss all my friends.
Why were we forced part?
Jessa Mae, Jayzle May, Jamie, Tehani.
Many more too.
Now I have only a few.
Isela, Hadel, Yasmine.
Only them.
Stphaine.
Your a ho, and a B.
We hated you for a long time.
Yet you think we are still friends.
I am now alone and hated for being an only.
A shy, deathly emo girl.
The one, the only.
And now even I am gone. . .
Gone from myself.

Take in my love.
Take in my hate.
What do you see?
I see a girl who can't help.
But you see one of your own.
Which is right?
Me or you?
The one whom does not know me?
Or the one that knows it all?
I think it is I for you do not know.
Act who you want.
For you do not know me.
And you never will.

French
Prenez dans mon amour.
Profitez de ma haine.
Que voyez-vous?
Je vois une fille qui ne peut pas aider.
Mais vous voyez un de vos propres.
Quel est le bon?
Vous ou moi?
Celui à qui ne me connaît pas?
Ou celui qui sait tout?
Je pense que c'est moi car tu ne sais pas.
Loi sur qui vous voulez.
Pour vous ne me connaissez pas.
Et vous ne le sera jamais.

From me.
To you.
What is this you say?
This is life full of many things.
I am what I am.
Not what you wish.
So suck it up.
And move on already.
Oh this game is old.
I am done with you.
Are you done with me?
Ethier way, from me to you.
Not from you to me.

I remember a time.
A time when we were friends.
Brought together by acident.
And torn apart by acident.
I miss your calls.
I miss the friendship.
Where did it go?
Why was I left?
Now all I have is a bitter reminder.
Of what was once there.
But now is gone.
Those nights with long and awkward calls.
Talking and laughing.
Having all kinda of fun.
I miss that, now I am left alone to die in pain.
So close yet so far.
You knew her, so did I.
We both miss her.
Do you know?
I hope you will see.
My pain is alone.
No one sees, you did.
Only cause we were from the same place.
No your gone.
And I'm left with your echo.
And your bitter reminder of what was there.

Yeah, but we live in the same county thing.
O.o Opps that gave it away.
Only two people from here live by me.
And there's only one mad at me.