Lost Love Notes

N: "Elaborate further please. I'm slow today." I said.
A: "I'm nervous, but I'm determined to be better than mine. I want to be there." I said.

"Us constantly fighting"

I nod

N: "I think that has to do with being jealous a lot and misunderstanding. Like you thought I wanted to take your light earlier, I just came at the wrong time. I didn't mean any harm." I said.
A: I ordered a drink when we got to the bar,

"I understand but my problem is is that I never get attention when your in the room"

"You really love her?"

N: "Sorry. I dont mean to take the attention. It just happens you know? I'm not very impressive, even as an alpha. To tell the truth that's why I listened to Brian. Dad told me the pack kept complaining about how cold I was." I said.
A: "Yeah. I didn't think I did before, I just thought I liked her." I said.

"I understand"

"Is she good in bed?"

N: "Honestly I want to give you the attention everytime. I know that there's things you want that I get, and I wish I could hand them to you also. I don't want to be handed anything." I said and looked away.
A: I smiled. "Yeah. I'd ask the same but it's clear Nina has pure intentions." I said.

"Alright now that we got that settled"

"Yeah she really does"

N: "Figure out what to do about it." I said.
A: "Does it irritate you going so slow?" I looked at him.

"Yes!"

"Share? I don't know"

N: "Somethings I can talk to father about."
A: "Why not ask her to marry you then? She'll probably melt"

"It seems like that would be moving too fast"

I nod and order my food, "Sorry I'm hungry" I tell her

N: "You're pregnant I don't mind. If you have an alpha I'll take it in instead of letting them take it away like they did me." I said. I was offering to be its teacher, not its mom.
A: "I'm just saying. You can talk to him about it. I didn't decide this, the other guy did. He met her girl and they were happy. If he feels that Silica is his mate then there's no questioning how quickly this can go." I said then got close so only he could hear. "That's how I got her in a day."

"When will we be able to see our baby?"

"Because of your wolf?"

N: "I'll bring it home. I'll come in the morning and train it, then before dinner it will be back." I said.
A: "Sort of. I have abit of a disconnection with mine, but we are the same person at the same time. If he loves someone, I love them too." I took a drink.

"That mean we barely get to see the baby..."

"I see how it is"

N: "When I feel it's old enough. Besides, I know you'll worry and all but I know you'll have another to worry about by then." I said.
A: "Yeah. It's a lesson you can take in." I said.

I roll my eyes, "I think one is enough for right now"

"When is she due?"

N: "Yeah, but I'm saying I'm giving it a childhood. I have a lot of issues because mine was taken from me." I said.
A: "I never took the time to learn that stuff. She might know." I said.

"Its not that much of a childhood...they'd have to go to school than to alpha training after"

"Well lets go find out"

N: "I know. But it will still get to see you and Aaron." I said.
A: "Alright." I said and got up and went back to the table.

"For all of 5 minutes before it has to go to sleep!"

"What's going on here?"

N: "I'd give it time off." I said.
A: I wasn't sure about interrupting, I'd learned it's best not to.

"So all their lives they will be in class twice and only get to see me and Aaron a few times."

"Nina..."

N: I sighed and looked at Brian. "Yes?"
A: I sat quietly.