Lost Love Notes

I roll my eyes, "You have no idea what I'm talking about do you"

I hug her back, "Wow"

N: I laughed. "Which means you have to lead the pack for me." I said.
A: "No." I said as I got dressed.

"Forget it than! Just stay here than!" I walk out of our bedroom and go to stand on the balcony in another room

"Oh gosh..."

N: I smiled. "Aaron knows a bit about it, he can help you. But first we have to tell them. Somewhere with a safe distance between us." I said.
A: I watched her. "Can't you take a joke?" I mumbled.

I sit and let silent tears roll down my cheeks, he really didn't care.

"Why?"

N: "Because they'll kill the pups." I said.
A: I walked out to her and hugged her. "I was kidding babe, no need to get upset." I whispered.

"You really think so?"

"You told me to get help for my Eating Disorder and you act like this is a complete joke!"

N: "I know. All the guys trying to challenge you proves it." I said.
A: "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to upset you. I only wanted you to laugh." isaid.

"Its ok Aaron. It's also the fact that we've tried how many times for kids but it never seems to happen"

"I think we can trust them"

N: I stared at him disbelievingly. "You want to gamble our kids lives on the slim chance that my pack is trust worthy?" I asked.
A: "I know, maybe today we'll be lucky." I said.

I shrug and sigh, "I don't know"

"No! Of course not!"

N: I nodded. "Good, I'm glad. So we should get a scheduled time. How about 1?" I asked as I took out my phone to announce it.
A: "Come on, let's go see."

"Sounds perfect" I smile and hug her

I nod and stand up following him to the car

N; I hug him back before emailing everyone that we had a pack meeting at one.
A: My phone buzzed as I recieved the email. I looked at it and thought it was weird. "Huh, surprise pack meeting at 1 in the pack house." I said.

"Wonder what that's about..." I say looking out the window once we were in the car

"I'm going to be a dad"

N: I smiled. "To think I'm a mother. Though I never thought it'd happen before marriage. Dad isn't going to be happy."
A: I nodded nd we went to the appointment.

"He will get over it since he'll have grandchildren from you"

I hold his hand once we get into the doctors office

N: "I know, but you need to get working on the proposal, he won't accept us not being married before it born." I said.
A: I squeezed her hand.

I lay my head on his shoulder, "I don't know how many negatives I can take Aaron"

"So get married before its born?"

N: "Yes. Tell my dad you're planning on proposing soon. He is really old fashioned that way." I said.
A: "I know." I said.

"Alright I will"

I look up at the doctor

N: "Good, now we need to prepare for the pack. They can get close to me right now, as long as you're there." I said.
A: I listened to him quietly.

"10 feet away from you"

I look at Aaron

N: I smiled. "Just stay with me the whole time and we'll be safe, or leave Aaron with me." I said.
A: I smiled at her.

"I'm not leaving your side"

"Aaron? What did the doctor say I wasn't paying attention"