Lost Love Notes

A: "But the risk of having it there endangers my family. If I have any chance of keeping them safe and not hurt because I'm too busy thinking of myself and my own life to fix it." I said and put my head in my hands. "Actually, he has a better rate of survival because it's very small and just developed. It's a recent thing so if we get it now he shouldn't be in too much trouble." The doc said. "I should let Roza decide." I said and called her.
N: I smiled and we ate in content silence.
E: I watched them just letting it sink in.

"Hi honey how's it going?"

B: I finish first than watch her

A: "Not so good. Roza, I have a tumor on my brain that's been effecting my actions and decisions and everything lately." I started telling her everything that doctor said. "I need to know what you think I should do, I don't think I could think through this enough to decide."
N: I smiled and continued eating until I finished.
E: I felt like I may cry as I watched dad tell mom.

I was speechless. I lean against the wall and slide down to the floor, " do it Aaron I can't lose you"

K: I hug her

A: "Alright. Let me schedule the procedure." I looked at the doctor and asked the next best time for them. "Tomorrow at noon." They answered. "How's noon tomorrow?" I asked Roza.
E: I held back the tears but hugged him back.

"Perfect. I'm coming with you"

K: "cry"

A: I nodded at the doctor. "I know you are. I wouldn't be able to do it without you." I said.
E: "Not here."

"Why does this happen to us?"

K: "Why"

A: "I don't know, but I'm coming home to be with you all. I'd call Alec home, but I think Belle needs him, and unless Brian is willing to let her come I doubt he's going to leave her." I said.
E: "I don't want to jynx dad."

"Just come home"

K: I nod

A: "I am. I love you." I said.
E: I bit my lip as I listened to dad. The sound of his voice was defeated, and tired.

"I love you too Aaron"

K: "He ok?"

A: We disconnected and I looked at them. "I'm fine." I answered for her. "I'm just ready to spend the day with most of my family. I'm sure Alec has his hands full with his own." I said.
E: "I'm calling him." I got up and called Alec.

A: "hello" I whisper

K: "you ok? You sure?"

E: "You think you can bring Belle home with you? As soon as she wakes? Dad has to have surgery tomorrow to remove a tumor." I said.
A: "I'm fine. Like I said, it was those few things I did, it's only on occasion." I said.

A: I don't say anything

K:I nod

E: I sighed. "Alec please, I know things are tough with you and Belle's family. We know that she needs you right now, which is why I asked you to bring her because dad needs you too. Mom may need you because you'll be the best one to comfort her when it's time to let him go."
A: I watched Emerald.

A: "yeah um I'll be there"

K: I hug her

E: "Thank you Alec. I'll see you at home when she's awake." I hung up and hugged Kaname back. Then I released him and we all headed home.
A: I followed them to the car.
B: I yawned when I woke up and noticed he was staring at the phone. "What's wrong?"

A: "My dad has a tumor"

I pace while the kids were napping

B: "Oh Alec I'm so sorry." I hugged him. "I can convince my parents to go since my dad is really good frineds with yours if you want." I said.
A: I sit quietly as we ride home then got out and went to Roza. I pulled her into a hug and held tight.
E: I sat in the car quietly and disbelievingly.

I hug him back and start crying

A: "I need to be with my dad and you're coming with"

K: "How about crying now?"

B: "Then let me get into some real clothes and prepare for a sleepover." I said and got up. I went through my clothes and picked out three outfits. Two were day clothes, and one was an night thing. Then I changed into one of the day clothes and put the rest in a bag. I got some shoes on and noticed they were a bit smaller. I sighed and we went to my parents and told them.
A: I held her tightly. I felt her pain, and she felt mine. We were both scared, afraid of what might happen tomorrow, but we'd have to accept.
N: I gasped when they told us.
E: I nodded and burst into tears.

B: "Go bAby girl"

I cry harder and hug him tighter

K: I hug her

B: I hug them both. "Thank you." I said then took Alec's hand and we left.
A: I kiss the top of her head.
N: I looked at Brian.
E: cried into him.