Lost Love Notes

(Me too, I'm glad you made it)
J: "I know you probably weren't expecting to hear that, but it's a random thing," I shrugged. I didn't care if they would allow it or not, I just wanted them to like her and accept this as apart of who I am.

E: I smiled as they showed up. I got out and went to my sister.

N: "I'm proud of you Jules, a lot of kids won't talk to their parents about it." I said.

K: I smiled to myself as I felt the happiness through my family, and the shock in my dad. I was surprised too, but hey, you like what you like.

((Lol you are? Why?))

B: "I support you guys"

S: "Emerald!" I go and hug her

K: "Hey Kai"

M: I smile and squeeze Jules' hand

(I like happy friends)
J: I smiled at them all. "Thanks guys, we were about to go on our first date. I wanted to tell you I'd be out later than I said, I know your hormones get mom." I said and she shrugged.

E: I hug her back. "Hey Sapphire."

N: "Yeah, price of having wonderful kids."

K: "Hey Kaname." I said and was obviously trying hard not to laugh at my sister Jules.

((Lol this is gonna be random but I wanna be kissed by someone :/))

K: "Whats so funny?"

M: "Thanks guys" I smile brightly

B: "Totally worth it though"

S: "Let me see the ring"

(I don't, I've kissed 3 people)

J: I nodded. "I guess that's something that will have to be worked out, later on of course. Right now we have a lot of time to get things done."

E: I showed her my hand.

N: "Yeah, and I would think about it. Just not very serious right now."

K: I started talking really, really fast and excitedly so everyone was listening. "Ok, I don't want to be mean, since I've been mean a lot lately. I know it's going to sound really bad that I want to laugh at my sister but I think it's because of my dad's shock. I don't know, but my sister is bi." I said and stunned silence followed.

((I've never been kissed and never will...even my ex would kiss other people...besides me))

M: I nod

K: "For real?"

S: "It's so pretty!!"

(sorry, hugs?)
J: "Ok, so we should get ready. If you want to change you can borrow some of my clothes, I think we're the same size." Good thing of being into girls.

E: I stared at him. Then looked to my sister. "Thank you." I smiled.

N: "Ok, you two have fun."

K: "Definitely, she just met her mate, a girl named Misty, but we all think she's human. We can't tell at all." I sid.

((Yeah -hugs- I just want someone to love me...))

M: I giggle and pull her up, "does that mean I get to watch you change?"

K: "Huh interesting"

S: "Lets get that dress!"

(-Hugs- I do too, but I need to get my life started first!)
J: "Yeah, I guess so. If I get to watch you." I smiled but blushed when my dad cleared his throat. Not like it was comfortable when he and mom were baiting each other.

E: "Alright!" I said and we walked off.

N: I smiled at them.

K: "Yeah, come on, you need to get your outfit so you look presentable tomorrow." I said and suddenly had a lot of energy so I went running childishly towards our store.

((I don't. I'm going to go to a community college and live forever alone))

M: I smile as we enter her room

B: "At least she can't get pregnant"

K: I chuckle and follow

S: I follow her

(I think I have to start that way)
J: I let her get a view of all my clothes, after I chose what I wanted to wear. "Oh, I heard from my brother a few hours ago, his girlfriends sister is getting married tomorrow. They're out right now getting the stuff, and I get one free invite for one person. So I hope you have a dress, or something dressy." I said.

E: I went to the sales lady and asked her for the wedding dresses, she gave me a look but I glared until she led us to them.

N: "For now, she can always get pregnant later, but not the way you would get me pregnant, they need a type of surgery." I said.

K: I smiled feeling really happy suddenly, I just wanted to play, but I had to be mature.

((Nobody wants me. Like hard core nobody.))

M: I look at her clothes, "Yeah I do" I pull one out and look at it

S: "Whats her problem?"

B: "wait...what?"

K: "Go be your kid self Kai"

(You don't know for sure!)
J: I smiled. "Good, and tomorrow you may get to meet my twin sister Belle and her husband Alec. She's 8 months pregnant. Kai is 5 years younger than his girlfriend Sapphire, who is one of the four born with Alec. Emerald is another." I laughed at how complicated this was.

E: "I'm young, getting married. Gotta be shot gun wedding," I said guessing at it.

N: "Yeah, they can take an egg from own of them and fertilize the other with it. You really need to research this stuff, how do you think men get pregnant?"

K: "Um............no, if I let out my child in this store, you will never be back again." I said. "It'll be demolished."

Z((I do. Now I'm crying))

M: "I'm an only child"

K: "oh"
S ,that's stupid

B: "What?!"

(No! -hugs-)
J: I looked at her. "Well, that seems a little lonely, and less complicated. Everyone in my family seems to intertwine with that family. It's odd." I said then realized my mistake. "I'm sorry, you probably didn't want someone to say it's lonely."

E: I shrugged. "Belle was a shotgun." I said.

N: "Yeah."

K: "Yeah, so I'll save it for later, then I find a place where I can run. If I end up in a room, I'll just run around the place." I smiled and we walked to find the Tuxedos.

Z((its whatever. I'm used to crying))

M: I smile Nd peck her lips, "it's ok I know it is"

S: "I know...but mom is going to be here this time"

B: "Mind blown"

K: I chuckle, "I like you"

(No!)
J: I smiled at her. "Good. I tend to do that too."

E: I smiled at her. "I feel sorry for them."

N: I looked at him. "I thought you knew?"

K: I smiled at him. "I thought you already liked me."

((What))

M: "Do what?"

S: "who?"

B: "No"

K: "You just went up in my book"

(no tears!)
J: 'I say things the wrong, and I freak out sometimes." I said.

E: "Alec, and belle."

N: I smiled at him and kissed his cheek.

K: I smiled. "That's interesting."

((I like crying. It makes me want to cut.))

M: I giggle, "it's ok babe"

S: "Why?"

B: "Whats that for?"

K: I smile

(Not good for you)
J: I smiled at her.

E: "They're not as fortunate to have mom there. Belle wasn't as happy when Alec stopped looking that happy. Now it's again the same problem, only Belle is sick and may die. I think I should be happy." I said.

N: "You're so cute." I said.

K: I wasn't really into any of this, but I needed to.

((Maybe one day it'll be enough))

M: I slip on the dress. It was tight around the bust seeing as my chest was bigger than hers

S: I nod, "Lets start the shopping!!"

B: "Am I?"

K: "We'll get ice cream after"

(ok)
J: I smiled at her. "You look pretty."

E: I nodded and got to it.

N: I nodded.

K: My eyes widened. "Oh no, you better be able to clean up after me."

((I won't wake up hopefully))

M: "you sure?"

S: I help

B: "Thanks baby"

K: I chuckle, "I can"

(ok....)
J: "Positive, that dress looks better on you, way better than it did me. The color clashes with my hair.

E: We looked through them and tried on some. We even sent mom pictures for opinion.

N: I put my arms around his neck.

K: "Good."