Lost Love Notes

((What))

M: "No I think you would look beautiful"

I look at the pictures and tell her the ones I like

B: "Hey beautiful"

K: "Go pick a tux"

(I don't really know how to help you.)
J: I shook my head. "It's not my color, I just liked the design and the way it was made."

E: I texted back thanks.

N: "Hi." I smiled up t him.

K: "I have to help you first." I said.

((Idk if I want help.))

M: "okie baby"

S: "What did mom say?"

B: "Youre cute"

K: I nod

(You should get it)
J: "Ok, my turn." I said and went through and grabbed something. Then I began putting it on.

E: "She likes this one." I held up the dress. "I want to get it, we should set a color plan for the bridesmaids.

N: "Thank you!"

K: We start going through it and we search.

((I'm scared of what will happen))

M: I bite my lip watching her change

S: "what were you thinking?"

B: "You are very beautiful"

K: "how about this one?" I hold one up

(Nothing will happen, you don't have to do the public which is honestly the worst. I've never done it, but it's nice still to have someone to talk to)
J: I smiled at her. "What?"

E: I shrugged. "Maybe a blue?"

N: "So are you." I smiled.

K: "Try it on."

((I can't afford to talk to a professional))

M: "Youre teasing me"

S: "Ok...who is your maid of honor?"

B: "Thank you"

K: I go and try it on

(Well, try the school counselor)
J: I smiled at her. "Of course."

E: "Well, I was going to make that Belle, but you know, she's probably too sick to even walk down the aisle. So I figured you." I said.

N: I smiled at him and kissed him.

K: I looked at him. "Hm, maybe we should get just a little extra help. I mean you look good, but we should still ask."

((I e had years of training to see judgement in their eyes. I'm not there to be judged))

M: I wink

S: I nod and didn't say anything, it hurt a little

B: I kiss her back

K: I agree and ask

(Yeah, I was friends with mine, and see my depression was different.)
J: I smiled at her. "Maybe, we can sneak into it later."

E: "What?" I asked her.

N: I smiled at him.

K: I listened as they agreed to that outfit.

((How was it different?))

M: "Into where?"

S: "Nothing."

K: "Alright!"

(the way I acted, I was still happy, wouldn't have guessed really)
J: "We can find some place to go to have that kind of fun." I said.

E: I stared at her. "Tell me, I know something hurt you."

K: "Ok, so we're good. I've got an outfit at home, mom bought it for Belle's wedding."

((Oh..lets talk about something else!)

M: "You'd do that?"

S: "I'm fine"

K: I nod and smile, "So ice cream?"

(I downloaded Italy's Germany Song! Now I'm trying to get Monochrome Kiss)
J: I nodded "Like I said, you're very special. Considering all the people I've been with, I think you'll be the one to last." I smiled at her.

E: I pulled her into a hug. "I'm sorry I didn't think of you first, I just thought you wouldn't want it."

K: I nodded and ran out to beat him to the parlor.

((Awesome!!!!!))

M: I pull her to me, "I don't intend on letting you go anytime soon babe"

S: "Of course I'd want it!"

K: I run after him

(Yeah, but I can't find a place that will only download the song, I used my phone for the Germany song)
J: I smiled a her. "Neither will I." I kissed her cheek.

E: "Well I was thinking of you as the flower girl before, but now I may put that to one of our little sisters." I said.

K: I made it to the store first. "Yay! I won."

((Beemp3.com))

M: "lets go"

S: "I'm the same age as you Emerald! I would look stupid being a flower girl"

K: "More ice cream for you!"

(got it from juice on my phone)
J: I nodded and we left the house.

E: I smiled at her. "Well, it's ok, because now you're the maid of honor."

K: "OH YEAH!" I smiled and ran to the counter. The people were staring at me.

((Sorry! Was working out than went to see the Great Gatsby))

M: I smile

S: I shake my head, "You don't get it Emerald"

K: I laugh

(its ok)
J: I was hungry so I took her a restaurant after we decided on it.

E: "How can I if you won't say anything Sapphire? You always do this, tell us it's nothing and we try to help you. Then you get mad because we don't get it," I said.

K: I looked through the selection and made my order.

((I totally recommend seeing it!!))

M: "I'm buying"

S: "Sory I'm not perfect ok! Sorry I don't speak up because nobody listens to me anyway! Do you know how it feels to be ignored by EVERYONE?!"

K: I ordered mine and paid for it

(mom wants to see the croods so we're doing that today)
J: "We can go back and forth then, because you won't buy all our meals." I said.

E: "Actually I do, but at the end of the day I knew that if I tried to speak people would listen. If I went to all my family and friends, eventually someone would listen." I said.

K: I sit at a table with a big, sugar filled ice cream bowl.

((Still haven't seen it))

M: "Sounds good"

S: I laugh, "Nobody listens. Ever. Not even my own family. When mom left all I had was Alec. You wouldn't talk to me. You couldn't look at me! You say you know how it feels but in all reality you don't. People always listen to you"

K: "Having fun?"

(lol, it's on post and the theater here is really cheap, you can get a soda and a drink plus your tickets for the price that you'd pay for 3 adult tickets and a child)
J: "Good, because it wasn't me asking."

E: I sighed. "That's one reason, many people can't get through to you, they try to get you to see something and this is what you do," I shook my head, this is why I didn't hang out with her much. Why would she be able to talk to Alec though? He should be a bit more worried about his wife, well at that time not so much.

K: "Yes!"

((That's awesome!!))

M:"oh?"

S: I stare at her, "Thats too far. I'm leaving you might as well not invite me to your wedding. I'd ruin everything like always" I walk out of the store. It hurt to have my own sister say that. It hurt my wolf too

K: I chuckle